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Right, obviously not.

[ If there was a slight feeling of disappointment in Maki's voice it must be imaginary. Because she hasn't been struggling with anything herself for the past few months, nope. ]

I didn't really know any boys back home, I went to an all girl's school... Are they always like that?

[ Mean spirited she means! ]

[Yeah, Yukari's not even from a canonpoint yet where she gives a fuck about Mitsuru other than as another member of SEES, what chance has Aigis?

But, there's a question here to answer.] Didn't know any... boys back home? [That's. That's weird. You're weird, Maki.]

Um... I guess I could say that it doesn't surprise me a lot that they'd do that? But honestly, that was almost something I expected more out of Junpei than Minato-kun. But maybe I just want them to be better than they are.

I had a few fans, but no one my age!

[ She was REALLY rich. And had zero friends at all before she went to high school.

Not weird! Just sheltered. ]

Souji-kun and Minato-kun both went to school with you?

... Um, okay. [That's still weird, but that's not the topic here, so she can brush it off.]

Just Minato-kun. I had no idea who Souji-kun even was before I even came here, but Minato-kun is...

[Going to just trail off there. And once more be glad there's no video here so Maki can't see the rather pained expression she pulls.]

... Well, he's in trouble now, so it doesn't matter, I guess.

[ Maki twitches, just a little, but is glad Yukari at least somewhat understands. Even though Maki feels like explaining herself more, so that there's no misunderstandings. ]

W-Well, they seem like they've found each other well enough, given how similar they seem!

[ What with the multiple posts of them together, and she's pretty sure both boys have teased her equal amounts now. ]

I think I would be mad at them too, if they had done anything like that with something involving me.. Do you plan to ever forgive Minato-san

Yeah, I'll forgive him eventually. Maybe even sooner than I really should, but that's what I get... [Sigh.]

... Souji-kun seemed to understand what he did wrong better, so maybe I should talk to him first. I dunno. I'll give it a while before I speak to either of 'em.

And... it wasn't so much that I was involved. I know that... was a part of it, but... I can't stand it when people mock others in public. Embarrass 'em like they did. It's... basically just bullying, and I hate that.

I guess if he's your friend, then even if you want to stay mad at him you can't for long right? I-It's the same way, with me and Nico-chan...

[ How often does Nico, despite being her senior, say or do something that makes Maki incredibly embarrassed/angry? ]

I know that if that was me... I would have been as mad as you are. I'm sorry for bringing it up, I just thought you might want to talk about it with someone.

Yeah. Something like that. But I gotta make sure he got the point, so I can't just... go back to talking to him so easy, yanno?

[Eventually... eventually she will. Eventually she'll probably do a looot more than that, but for now, he has to know he is in trouble, and suffer with it.]

It's alright, but... I dunno. There's not a whole lot to talk about. I mean, we all know those books're just... basically fanfiction. It's disgusting they were even written, so it wasn't really the books themselves that were the problem. It was how the guys handled bring it up... there's a lot of better ways than to go about it like you're making fun of the people the books are about.

Right! If it were me I'd just ignore him until he he couldn't stand it anymore!

[ Maki at least does understand pretty well how Yukari feels on this. ]

I had... the same problem with some things made of me. I should have known to expect it but... A-Anyways! I'm glad you're okay, I guess.

[ That's all she had called to see anyways. ]

[Is this what it's like when you square tsundere. It's awkward.

Yukari, though, smiles behind her Carrier, and hopes the tone carries into her voice.]

I'm alright, definitely. Thanks for being concerned. Not a lot of people would be, I think.

[And then...]

Hey, you good at freeing up your weekend nights? I got some VIP pass to some fancy club or something, and I was hoping to get a group together to go check it out.

[ When it doesn't come to down to making Maki admit things she'd rather keep hidden, she's hardly all that tsundere surprisingly. ]

W-Well.. I-It's only natural that we'd look out for each other, right?

[ Orrrr, like right now, the tsundere comes out in full force. ]

Huh? I guess so... that sounds like fun. I wouldn't mind an excuse to dress up if it's to go out with people.

Yeah, I guess. [She doesn't know you that well, Maki, you gotta get a couple ranks up before you're in the circle of trust with her.]

But yeah, I thought it could be fun! Girls only, of course. [Because she's a little tired of the boys right now.]

[ What's it like being so untrusting? ]

Of course. [ Maki smiles, nodding back. She hadn't expected that to even be in question. After all, it's not like she ever hung out with guys back home. So this really does sound like a good idea to her. ]

Where did you get the VIP passes?

[Safe in a lot of ways. Terrible in a lot of others.]

Um, well, they kinda just got handed to me after that naval battle, when there was that big celebration.

[ Maki sighs, nodding. ] They really like to pamper Heroes, don't they? I'm not sure how I feel about it...

On the one hand, it's kinda nice? They do seem to like us.

But on the other... I dunno. I don't think I can live up to all these expectations. I'm not really a war hero. Well, I guess I wasn't before this.

I'm used to attention like that, I guess, but it's different here. I'm always amazed that people seem to know everything that I've done..

[ Usually her school life and idol life were separate... ]

M-Me either... I still find my hands shaking whenever I have to use my weapon.

I guess I've never really had a fandom before, so it's... new. [The fact she knows that term is probably pretty telling, but shhh.]

So... yeah. I guess going to the club could be a good vacation from that, too!

It's really strange, I guess. If you ever need someone to talk to...

[ Wah, why is she offering things like that?! ]

Yeah! I'm looking forward to it!

It'll be alright. [Denied.]

Cool, I'll see what time works for people, and we'll get together then!

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